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It started when we were enclosed by white walls
A moment of peace
A new life slumbers
Filled with joy and grace
We were admiring her beauty with love in every trace
Which is when I got the call
He was already dead
When they found him in the back seat of their car
Mistaken for slumber, a tragic charade
They fled the scene, even with a chance to save
Leaving him in an early grave
I ran with them
Because when he asked for help, I was vexed with his cries
I left him for dead, a choice I dread
In my realm of dreams
I hear your present screams
Pleading for freedom
With no echoes of the kingdom
Recurring scene, filling my head like a smoke screen
In the car's back seat, you forever sleep
Seconds stretch like hours you'll forever sleep
Time slipping away
You've caught the white rabbit at slumber's keep
I can't carry the weight
I suffocate, asphyxiate
Constricted in despair, I can feel the end
One more bullet, I can taste the led
Hanging by a thread, barely breathing with a gun to the head
And I ask myself
Would it even be if I wasn't so bothered
And I ask myself
Will it be me drowning in my own drunkenness
Misery's manifested silhouette
Visions of death and regret
A fallen son overdosed
His caskets closed
In my realm of dreams
I hear your present screams
Pleading for freedom
With no echoes of the kingdom
Recurring scene, filling my head like a smoke screen
In the car's back seat, you forever sleep
Seconds stretch like hours you'll forever sleep
Time slipping away
You've caught the white rabbit at slumber's keep
Addiction is a disease
I can see that now
I hate myself for thinking this is what it took for you to be free
I don't hate you