I'm Coming Back To Live (Special Version dedicated to my late son.)

I am pallid

I am cold

Battered lifeless

By pain and illnesses

Infinitely deceived

Seized and spent

In a complex cold world

The elements weep not for me

I am coming back to live

I held the handle

I swung the blade

like a candle

I spread my light to the end

My dynamics cannot be bend

By the darkness of the grave

I am on the rise

I am coming back to live

My diamond-hard spirit

Scattered beyond Hell

Into eternity clutches

My fragments dwelled

In the warm embrace

Of celestial passion

I waited without breath

The elements weep not for me

I am coming back to live

I held the handle

I swung the blade

like a candle

I spread my light to the end

My dynamics cannot be undone

By the darkness of the grave

I am on the rise

I am coming back to live

Injured years limped into eons

Down where my joy went

I went singing praises

Not screaming

Into existence embraces

It was not on my terms

Yet on tomorrow's moon

The elements weep not for me

I am coming back to live

I held the handle

I swung the blade

like a candle

I gave light to the end

My dynamics cannot be undone

By the darkness of the grave

I am on the rise

I am coming back to live

On a foggy morning

First day of the eon

I clawed my way

Into a new sun

The drums spoke

In rhythms and painlessness

As my soul regenerated

From cosmic fragments

The elements weep not for me

I am coming back to live