CLOSE MY EYES

'Bout time that I

I close my eyes and hide from the darkness

Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)

Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet?

'Bout time that I

I close my eyes and hide from the darkness

Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)

Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet? (Yet, yet, yet, yet)

I wanna die, I wanna leave

I wanna disappear from everything

I wanna hide, I wanna see

What life would be like if it wasn't for me

Fucking it up, making it worse

Hurting myself, throwing on dirt

Making shit hurt, more than it should

Running from love, running from family

Running from people that don't understand me

Running from everything that life hands me

Even my own mother couldn't stand me (I couldn't stand me)

Disappointed myself

Shit is annoying, I know I need help

Help from destroying myself

If you know how I felt then I'm sorry you do

Sorry that no one was holding you through all the war you went through

I close my eyes and hide from the darkness

Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)

Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet?

'Bout time that I

I close my eyes and hide from the darkness

Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)

Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet? (Yet, yet, yet, yet)

Yeah

Feeling the stress, I need some rest

I need to get some things off of my chest

My head's a mess, feel like I'm stuck in distress

Feel like I'm fucking depressed

Sit in the dark, sit with my thoughts

Asking myself, "Shit, am I lost?"

Giving myself, but don't know what cost

Living this up, wish I could pause

It got me stuck up not giving a fuck

Feel like I wanna give up

It's 3 a.m., and I'm opening up

All of the chapters I should've kept shut

And you know the moments, it's hard to be honest

You feel like you're drowning in all of your problems

You feel like you're down, and your heart is just pounding

Trying to get out of it, close on your eyes and then

I close my eyes and hide from the darkness

Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)

Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet?

'Bout time that I

I close my eyes and hide from the darkness

Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)

Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet? (Yet, yet, yet, yet)