Wonderin' Ways

You cannot see me

I will not see you

We spend our time apart

We live together

Bodies wherever

Within our lonely hearts

I'll never fix you

For I can't risk you

Falling out of my gaze

But I can love you

What I think of you

Won't change my wonderin' ways

And you can make amends

With the ghosts that live

In your walls

And I will hold on close

To the feeling that

I will find you and untie you

From all who try to bind you

We'll be together

Flowers forever

Love flowing out our eyes

But I'm just dreaming

All of my beaming

Nothing but shameful lies

And you can make amends

With your real boyfriends

And go back

And I will hold onto my tongue

Wishing I were young so that

I could tell you

Oh how I am compelled to

But I can't take it

One day we'll break this

Vow of mine evermore

You'll hear a beating

Get up from reading

And find me waiting at the door