Maybe I'll never change
Yes I know I'm strange
Such an absent mind
But hope bobs in and out of my sight
So even when I'm"fine"
I run and hide in my pain
Trying to pass the time
Feels like such a crime
When I feel love near
But I finally found a place
To live at my own pace
But fear I'll be erased so I can't be free
For having walked the earth
And daring to have yearned
I'll feel endless shame
Until there's a way to be void of density
And free of comedy
Then I'll be nothing