Been wasting my time
Tryna figure out life
Don't know where to turn to
Mixing up my lefts and rights
Time to drown and circle the drain
Down with the ship
There's no other way out
It's all crumbling down
It's all crumbling down
I'm losin' my way losin' my mind
Lookin' for peace I'll never find
If it all ends tonight, that's fine
I've been fallin' apart my whole fucking life
I'm sinkin' slow with my hands tied tight
Watchin' the stars fade on out tonight
If I don't make it out, just know I tried
I was fightin' the waves from the wrong side
I'm tired of runnin' in place,
Screamin' out loud but I don't feel safe
If this is livin' I'm already gone
Everything breaks when you hold it too long
I don't wanna be saved, I don't wanna pretend
I don't wanna keep fixin' what's broken again
If I'm goin' down, I'm goin' alone
I've been drownin' in silence no one knows
I'm losin' my way losin' my mind
Lookin' for peace I'll never find
If it all ends tonight, that's fine
I've been fallin' apart my whole fucking life
I'm sinkin' slow with my hands tied tight
Watchin' the stars fade on out tonight
If I don't make it out just know I tried
I was fightin' the waves from the wrong side
I'm losin' my way losin' my mind
Lookin' for peace I'll never find
If it all ends tonight, that's fine
I've been fallin' apart my whole fucking life
I'm sinkin' slow with my hands tied tight
Watchin' the stars fade on out tonight
If I don't make it out, just know I tried
I was fightin' the waves from the wrong side