COPING

I lose track

I lose motion

I fall back too deep

But I'm COPING

I got everything I need

I just need to get it going (Yeah)

One step closer

I'm just reaching for the open

I'm hurtin', but focused

I'm lurkin', no choking

I re-write the history

But won't tell you who wrote it

I've been using all my breaths

To dump my problems in cassettes

Cos lately I've been sending

Fuckin' way less texts

But I guess I'm gettin' used to that

Feelin' in my chest

No lies, I'm upset

I used my last breath

To inhale that cigarette

And the only thing I exhaled

Was worry and regret

So I write this to myself

As a cold death threat

Cos I'm tired of the pain

From that feelin' in my chest

I lose track

I lose motion

I fall back too deep

But I'm COPING

I got everything I need

I just need to get it going (Yeah)

One step closer

I'm just reaching for the open

I'm hurtin', but focused

I'm lurkin', no choking

I re-write the history

But won't tell you who wrote it

I don't know what I

Got myself into

I'm a product of

What I have been through

I start to lose sight of

My potential

It's a snow storm

Up inside my mental

It's a mental breakdown

At least I got surround sound

I gotta find a reason to

Keep goin' when I drown down

Drown down, yeah

I got these feelings, they've been trapped up

This liquor tried to drown us

But damn, we stuck our heads up

So now I'm out here floatin'

I don't know where we're goin'

But all I know is you won't catch up