Gavin Parished - House Of Balloons

And I try to let go

I try to let go of my hold on you

Do you even really love me?

Do you even really want me?

Would you die for me?

Yeah you make me feel so complete

I can't live without you, I'd be walking with no beat

Man, I didn't know my heart could stop but I could keep on moving

Cause without you half the time I don't know what I'm doing

I be looking in my fucking mirror

Traumatized, cause the truth couldn't be much clearer

And I be filled with fear, just cause you ain't here

The demons in the night got me fearing for my life

But when I'm in your arms the darkness turns to light

No there aren't exceptions, you're the angel in my eyes

Holding me so tight as the evil falls behind

Baby I feel fine, you make everything alright

And I try to let go

I try to let go of my hold on you

Would you ride with me?

Would you die for me?

This could've been so good

Felt like a fever dream

Baby I did everything I could

Held you so tight through the pain that we withstood

I been dreaming so long I must've been lost

And forgot all the wrongs from which I had to stay strong

For you, I'd do anything, my love, you're my angel

Fighting off my demons like a childhood fable

Feeling this safe, never knew I would be able

But you made it easy for us both to stay stable

You're my only treasure

I look you in your eyes and all I can see is forever

But now you see me and all you can say is it's never

Heart shattered like glass, all my strings have been severed

But it's whatever

And I try to let go

I try to let go of my hold on you

Do you even really love me?

Do you even really want me?

Would you die for me?

Ain't easy letting go

It ain't easy letting go

All I think about is you

Would you ride with me?

Would you die for me?

This could've been so good

Felt like a fever dream