Second feeling

It's getting so long since you've been gone

I don't know the words to say

I don't want to lose control

Since you left my heart away

And I wonder

And I wonder what to do without your love

Don't you see me crawling

Don't you see me fighting at the wall

It's my second feeling though

I only want my peace of mind

Too fed up of empty sound

When I'm alone guess what I find

Spoken acts will never drown

And I wonder

And I wonder if you ever understood a word

Don't you see me crawling

Don't you see me fighting at the wall

This old second feeling is tough

Don't you hear me shouting

Don't you think I'm bleeding just enough

I've been shot to die with all this WAR

Don't you see me crawling

Don't you see me fighting at the wall

It's my second feeling though

What I've always wanted

Pherhaphs what I've always wanted

What I always want is TRUTH