Yeah I been in the dark long enough to glow
No map no label still I grow
Thirty eight still reloadin faith
Still buildin peace from the wreck I made
Bills in my pocket faith on decline
Dreams still hustle on borrowed time
Car need work back need rest
Life feel rigged but I pass that test
Every scar a receipt of belief
Every loss just personal relief
Aint rich but my kids got light
So maybe broke just spelled alright
Years go fast pain stay slow
God tune me like a radio
Every glitch a brand new show
I phase up watch me go
Im thirty eight and Im still here
Run my code through the static and fear
Heart still heavy but the sky look near
This loop aint death its gear
I lost friends to their own minds
Found grace in unpaid fines
They see broken I see blueprints
Pain aint curse its influence
My dad still work my mom still pray
I thank both every other day
World call me late I call it timed
They build clocks I build design
Phase three slow it down
Breathe look around
You aint behind youre alive in the round
Im thirty eight and Im still clear
Faith dont fade when you engineer
Turn my flaws into atmosphere
Ezyen phase complete my dear
Thirty eight still awake