STILL SAD

Maybe doesnt look it

But I'm doin my best

And I would kill for just a night of sleep

Yeh I need some rest

And I apologize but I need

Something better to do

Than sit and talk bout all the

Things that I been putting you through

Been months and I'm still sad

I'm not tryna be annoying or make you mad

I'm just tryna get a handle on myself

Cuz I tell ya I been trippin

Can't beleive I've gotten this bad

And I'm not bout to start lyin

Even tho I wake up every day tryin

I can't help but sit and dream of all the things

I think would honestly be worse

Than if I ended up just dyin

And my next few months slow

Good, cuz I'm way too dam low

Most of the time

To just kick it in my mind

Now I'm stressin ever day

Not sure where this is gunna all go

And you still hittin my phone

Take a hint I just need time on my own

To calm down

And to block out all of the sound

I keep hearin I'm the worst version of me that you've ever known

Maybe doesnt look it

But I'm doin my best

And I would kill for just a night of sleep

Yeh I need some rest

And I apologize but I need

Something better to do

Than sit and talk bout all the

Things that I been putting you through

I'm still sad

But I stay in my bag

Run it back

Lil shawty got me bad

I don't give a fuck bout what you have

She hate me but you know she want it bad

Get the fuck up out my face

I pull up do donuts in the wraith

I can't trust you I don't fuck with snakes

Ima spark the wood and go to space

I'm just so stressed

You throw shade

Now i'm pressed

I move up what comes next

I'm just trying my best

Know you hate when I flex