Purple Sky

She used me for my-, she used me for my-

She used me for my beating heart

'Cause I put all my-, 'cause I put all my-

'Cause I put all my love in her scars

Wasn't fed love on a silver spoon, so I learned to lick it off knives

Pain, spit on my cloths, I made a mess every time

Do I deserve a home if being alone is what I accept?

Depressed and unwanted feelings

Shoes scattered from neglect, mine never fit others

I pledge to make you feel better, purple storms keep me alert

Know we at war, a lot of bodies in the dirt

Graveyard, be the richest place all on earth

Ideas, plans, art, that never saw the surface, or purpose

Faces on shirts that forgot to smile

I understand some people's pain might just last a while

Maybe flying gave you freedom, maybe trying gave you wisdom

Maybe lying gave you rest, maybe those long years are my compass?

Maybe times that were hard, they were content?

Don't speak on my name without the context

All the nights sleeping out, I felt abandoned

All the moments I kept my head up for the season

Threw me out, and hurt my soul for no reason

Only thing, if I'm honest, was I needed

Was your (beating heart), yeah

I only saw one way to save me

CDs, IG, playlists, and day shifts

They don't wanna see me fall far apart from the tree

They don't wanna hear it, but it's really just me

I'm a living lesson of failed accountability

I guess all the bad things got to me

It made me do a lot of bad things to a lot of bad people

So I sum it up as equal, so I always had a pedal

On the gas and a puddle on the ground

Living through the shallow, I don't wanna show how

Where I came from, whoever I remember now

Never had much, never came back from the numb

All these years go by, turned to goodbyes

I remember the times, now I don't feel surprised

Somebody I know, somebody I don't

Somebody I won't trust

Pulling back the covers over somebody you loved

All and all it's over, and I guess you gave up

One day they came and the next they're gone

Did you try to keep up? Did they try to stay strong?

In the long run, you'll remember where you came from

Back to the city where nobody found love

Mixed in emotions, I've always been focused

I know it's more worlds that are mixed up in one

Tricked out, and broken, I know they feel hopeless

I've stolen more motion, and wore all my tokens

In less ways than noticed 'cause I never show it

I know it's just me

Somebody I won't trust (she used me for my-, she used me for my-)

Somebody I won't (she used me for my-, she used me for my-)

Somebody I won't trust (she used me for my beating heart)

'Cause I put all my-, 'cause I put all my-

'Cause I put all my love in her scars