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I been in that war, but I ain't safe
My dawg just finished trial, and lost the case
Couple days before I was pallbearer and buried Jay
I ain't walk up on his casket, when it's up
I ain't want that to be the last time I seen his face
When I seen my tear fall, I ain't cry in a while, but I seen blood
Man this feelin' deep, we ain't lose connects
We ain't talk, but that's still my thug
Why I felt his soul when I was huggin' her tight
When I gave his momma a hug
I'm still mad, tryna rekindle the flame, but you know it's still love
I'm tryin'
But it's only so much that a nigga can take
Inside I'm dyin'
Everyday feel like my last
In the morning I won't be awake
Poured all my love, been tryna make this mountain move
Uh, I still be tryin' even though I know it's impossible
How could I be so foolish for believing in love?
You know it's a limit, the moments I got with you and this time ain't enough
YB just lost federal trial, it got my head spinnin'
Grandma asked me when was I at peace, I told her it's been a minute
They say I beat the streets, but I promise it don't seem like I'm winnin'
God keep a close eye on me, you know how I get when I'm healin'
Know how it get when I'm dealin', suicidal thoughts, I be trippin'
I been outta touch with my feelings, emotionally scarred, but I'm willin'
They say I'm weird 'cause I'm different, I still won't change with these millions
I cry a pain 'cause I feel it, they ain't say bad news but I hear it
I'm tryin'
But it's only so much that a nigga can take
Inside I'm dyin'
Everyday feel like my last
In the morning I won't be awake
Ayy, I be tryna move my feet but my heart just got me stuck
When I start to see that they care
That's when they showed me they don't give a fuck
When I love, my heart start beatin', I can't let you in easy
Why should I be the one to stay, when I know you gon' leave?
Miss Tish wanted me to talk at Jay funeral