I'm Fucking Alone

I spend the weekend with my family up in Michigan

Picking at warts and trying not to think of her again

I tell myself I'm normal and I'm not too old to dream

So many people in this world but no one's what they seem

I don't need you go away

But I need someone, but I don't wanna go out and play

Cause I'm no fun

I'm living in loneliness

It's fine

No one to deal with me a waste of time

I would love to connect with myself

Than it seems then anybody else

And I can't believe

I'm fucking alone

I'll meet me tonight

I'll treat myself right

And I'll take me home

Where I can be togethеr

And honestly, I am fucking alone

Pick the toys from thе shelf

In love with myself

Pretending happily ever after

I go to grocery and I know I am gonna see her there

(Slut) Looking for hummus and I tell her that I like her hair

(Whore) Instant connection as we meet inside the bathroom stall

(Creep) Or was that porno 'cause it didn't go that way at all

And I can't get her off my brain

I just need someone

Help me what am I again

So lets have some fun

I thought I loved her better

This time god damn I really wish it's her

Reality is never the same as the way I saw it in my mind

And I can't believe

I'm fucking alone

I'll meet me tonight

I'll treat myself right

And I'll take me home

Where I can be together

And honestly, I am fucking alone

Pick the toys from the shelf

In love with myself

Pretending happily ever after

I need somebody

Not anybody

You owe me nothing

You are only fucking

I wish you love me

Why don't you love me

Ohh if only, I wasn't lonely

I need somebody

Not anybody