Suicide and a Dove

I would hate you but I guess we both lied

I despise love but you made it seem worth trying

Somewhere along the way, I managed to do it all wrong

Or maybe it's who I was all along

I said I loved you

Your brand-new tattoo

Of suicide and a dove

You said God saved you

I hope I get that call soon

But I'm just a fuck up

So don't leave me alone

Knowing I can't do this on my own

I'll fucking let you all down, why was I born at all?

Why was I born at all?

Bad habits got the best of me

My life ain't even good in my dreams

Addictions put an end to my sleep

And I'm tired now

So tired of how

I can't get clean

I said I loved you

Your brand-new tattoo

Of suicide and a dove

You said God saved you

I hope I get that call soon

But I'm just a fuck up

So don't leave me alone

Knowing I can't do this on my own

I'll fucking let you all down, why was I born at all?

Why was I born at all?