Today

I have addictions, prescriptions

A lack of conviction

But still I'll be shaking my stuff

I love to complain, entertain

And make a niggas day

But the pain in my heart still rough

So I'll just sit until it's over

I'll sit until it's over

I'll lay until I just can't lay

And I'll stay, stay, stay

Until the feelings gone

Cuz what more do I have except today?

I went on a walk

Falling Down like Michael Douglas

Luckless is my life to truly blame

I just think of myself

The things I have built

And the ruins that is tied to my name

I don't know what's in store for me

All I can do is sing some songs

But that's not what people want

That's not what I was made for

I better get back to the plot

Cuz I chose this from the start

And there's no one else that I can blame

I have addictions, prescriptions

A lack of conviction

But still I'll be shaking my stuff

I love to complain, entertain

And make a niggas day

But the pain in my heart still rough (still rough)

So I'll just sit until it's over

I'll sit until it's over

I'll lay until I just can't lay

And I'll stay, stay, stay

Until the feelings gone

Cuz what more do I have except today?

You saw me at my worse

And still you stayed by

I hate myself for not doing the same

Instead I was in my own mind

Wonderin' of a false life

Where we would share a last name

We could sit and watch the sunset

Bet on who would blow first

And sit up all night watchin' the game

We could kiss and watch a movie

Dance and get real groovy

Oh, Who I'm kidding, all that shits in flames

So I'll just sit until it's over

I'll sit until it's over

I'll lay until I just can't lay

And I'll stay, stay, stay

Until the feelings gone

Cuz what more do I have except today?