I Saw God In My Mistakes

Who are you to speak of better days?

When they're all full of fear

Who are you to judge every mistake?

Your words are not even clear

And I heard that you found a way

To make everything okay

A priest told me to burn a cross instead

But I think he was in fear

Cause I've met a man

Staring at my heart

He said wait for the sun

He told me I could go, but we waited in the dark

And when the first sunray showed he turned into dust

Was that a sight I had?

I saw god in my mistakes

The unforgiveness was handed to me

And I used it all up on me

To fill my empty heart with bullets

Where's the part of my act?

When will I perform?

I think I'm not included.

But when the night comes again

We'll have a cigarette

And talk about renewing.

My contract with life, so I get one more try

My contract with life, to have a happy life

My contract with life, so I can feel alive

My contract with life, so father I

Start life again

So I start again

Start again

Wish I could start again

But he never appeared again