falling too hard

I've tried to find the future in your eyes so many times

But I've never been close enough to see

If loving you's a lie then why's it feel so goddamn right?

Until I remember it's just a fantasy

And every time you call me a friend

It reminds me I'm nothing more

I'm no stranger to unhappy endings

And it feels like we've been here before

Now I've been losing perspective ever since I lost ya

I haven't been thinking like I oughta

Impossible when you're missing half your heart

Been chasing your shadow, I don't know where to find it

Love sucks when the love's unrequited

I don't wanna admit it, but we're a million worlds apart

Guess it's my fault for falling too hard

It's funny how you don't give what we got a second thought

When I've been dreaming of you my whole life

It's funny how you don't know what you got 'til it's dead and gone

Guess I held on to things that were never really mine

And every time you call me a friend

It reminds me I'm nothing more

I'm no stranger to unhappy endings

And it feels like we've been here before

Now I've been losing perspective ever since I lost ya

I haven't been thinking like I oughta

Impossible when you're missing half your heart

Been chasing your shadow, I don't know where to find it

Love sucks when the love's unrequited

I don't wanna admit it, but we're a million worlds apart

Guess it's my fault for falling

'Cause I tried to recognize

The guy in the mirror hanging on by a thread

But this love I'm made of

Is made of loved on dreamers who's fucked in the head

And I don't even blame you

I don't have it in my heart to hate you

Only say that I'm lucky any way I can get you

But sometimes I wish I never met you

I know you only call me a friend

But I wish I was so much more

I'm no stranger to unhappy endings

And we both know we've been here before