Lied To Me

Sitting here with a cold beer on the riverfront

Reminiscing bout past shit

While the kid's laughing at something hmm

Damn must be nice not a care in the world

Me I'm stuck in my own mind

Tryna get rid of this girl

Yeah she paying rent in my head

After some shit that she said

And honestly it was hard to shake it

So I packed my bags and then left

But solitude ain't constructive

When you negative with your thoughts

I need to find a better way to cope

But for now I

Wish you would have lied to me

But you didn't now I need space

I've seen this happen to my friends before

I saw they minds go to waste

I understand that the healing process

Moves at its own pace

And when past trauma resurfaces

Then the whole process could break

So the goal right now is to take a break

Take time to get my mind straight

Meditate stop overthinking shit

Lay off the booze for a change

Cuz solitude ain't constructive

When you negative with your thoughts

I'ma find a better way to cope

But for now I

Wish you would have lied to me

Cuz the truth just hurts too much

I wish you would have lied to me

Aww yeah

'Stead of saying all that junk

I wish you would have lied to me yeah

Now I know way too much

I wish you would have lied to me

Aww yeah

Sitting here in my thoughts

Come on

Usually I don't think like this

I want the truth no lie no fib

I want the details spill the tea

I want the gossip give it to me

Funny how I pried way too much

Called you out on a hunch

Once you caved and finally came clean

I wish I didn't know that stuff hah

The truth is I'd be way more happy

If you stuck to yo gut

Maybe you thought I deserved to know