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You can't see the scars I hide
Smiling through all of the pain inside
Visions keep me up at night
That's the story of my life
Let's rewind the clock back to 2017
You're going back to Denver from Seattle thinking you'll find better things
Running from your problems only mean that they will follow but lacking self esteem thinking you can fill a void with a city and old flings
You're running back home
Running back to comfort thinking that will help you grow
Diving in impulses that you never could control
Thinking you goin' finally make it doing all the same shit in a different zip code man what the fuck
Guess you never learned your lesson huh
From the heartbreaks you inflicted to the trauma you ain't deal with
Don't you know with life you always have to get what you keep given
You attract the ones you are, that's the rules and how their written
But you never understood it cause you lie and keep on cheating
Thinking you gonna find your wife in this cycle you're repeating
All these women are a mirror but you're too blind to try to see it
Guess your vision ain't shit
You're a cheating ass prick
Who complains about the same old cheating ass bitch
You ain't focused on this dream just these women that you hit
Tell me Ian when did pussy ever get a man rich
You can't see the scars I hide
Smiling through all of the pain inside
Visions keep me up at night
That's the story of my life
It's 2022 and fake smiles went viral now
Money and success gives you some thing you can smile bout
Deep inside you'll feel depressed and vile how
You cheated on Emma, did your friends dirty, you and Frank will have a falling out
And it's appalling how you couldn't keep it in your pants
But on the flip you and Andrea are going strong
You're drinking every single week having crazy sex
Thinking that you found love and the strongest bond
You don't understand it now but it's gonna hurt
Cause Andrea becomes the karma for the things you caused
She's gonna leave you for some other guy she's keeping secret