New Self

I was hanging at a party in the desert one night

When I looked across the room, I saw Shaun White

I'm like "Oh my God, he is hot as fuck

And he just won the gold, baby, what is my luck?"

This was way back when I was losing my shit

But our stars were aligned playing mystery tricks

I keep thinking 'bout you, it's making me sick

And that night in your car when we played 'just the tip'

I'm older now, I've gotten help

I wish you could meet My New Self

I'm older now, I've gotten help

I wish you could meet My New Self

My New Self

He asked where I lived and I said "I don't know"

I had already lost my mind, wallet and my phone

And the last time we spoke you asked how I was

I said I was at a show for Courtney Love

And that I'd been thinking 'bout killing myself

Then deleted your number, embarrassed I felt

I'm sorry for that, maybe I was possessed

By Jim Morrison, Kurt Cobain and the rest

I'm older now, I've gotten help

I wish you could meet My New Self

I'm older now, I've gotten help

I wish you could meet My New Self

My New Self

Come on

My New Self

You have the biggest energy that I have ever, ever seen

Nothing compares to when our stars aligned and I was in your beam

Of light of that one night, our bodies started taking flight

A galaxy far away, today I'd be Mrs.White

I'm older now, I've gotten help

I wish you could meet My New Self

I'm older now, I've gotten help

I wish you could meet My New Self

My New Self

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