Tulips

I can't get control of myself

As soon as things get too much

I go off the rails

I can't even see to feet in front of me

Blinded by my misjudgments

Deafened by my subconscious

I don't know which path to take

'Cause I know it's a mistake

I will never sleep soundly again

Knowing all these problems fester in my head

Shut down, can't move, feet stuck in the ground

I'm beating myself up

I've given up, I'm just too much

And I wish, and I wish, and I wish I could stop

I see exactly what I'm doing to myself

My love for just 'cause life is selfish

I will never sleep soundly again

Knowing all these problems fester in my head

Everything fades when I close my eyes

Everything fades when I close my eyes

Everything fades when I close my eyes

Everything fades when I close my eyes

I will never sleep soundly again

Knowing all these problems fester in my head

I look for your cheer lips in your flower bed

Knowing they'll replace all the problems in my head