Worthless

Ah, ooh

Ah, ooh

Yeah, I never meant to be this way

Always shutting down, never reaching out with the words I need to say

I could use a friend right now

I just need someone to pick me up, so I just don't drown

Can't rely on others, I'm just let down

Just pretend it's fine until I break down, embrace hell

I feel like I've been here before

Never really winning, just pushing on to the next day

Attending funerals where I can't remember the names

Maybe I'll see myself laid to rest here, and then I'll fade away

'Cause these thoughts don't make sense to me, never filled with energy

Anger seems to take control when I think of my family's name

No matter how much I hate you, I hate myself more

And just the fact that I could harbour this just breaks at the soul

So if you could tell me how to let go of this misery

Would you come, would you come and set me free?

I'm worthless, so pick me up, pick me up, pick me up, and then you say

It's hurting, so what's it now, what's it now, issues seem to find me how?

I'm worthless, so pick me up, pick me up, pick me up, and light the match

I'm burning, just to bring me down, bring me down, I open up, my soul's yours now

So what did I have to say

To make you hate me and turn things this way?

My heart is like a river, but it's dried up

Yeah, burnt at both ends 'til the fire just consumes us

Yeah, so how do I explain to a family that doesn't understand?

The sunlight passes through the shutters, burn my irises again

'Cause I'm introverted, not worth it, don't wanna go outside

My mind is lurking on topics, I'll lie and say I'm fine

You can see pass through the fake smile

Yeah, would you like to understand it, even if it's for a while?

It's like there's fishing hooks inside my skin

Yeah, when everything is doing fine, you reel me in again

Searching through my pockets like what's the point? There's no money there

Roll the last of my tobacco 'cause I'd rather breathe it than the air

My gums are an astray, why did I expect to stay?