In My Hands

I remember you were dying in my hands

Scared to walk away

If you were here right now

I'd probably let you down

Dying in my hands, scared to walk away

If you were here right now

If you were here right now

My eyes would love to close

But I'd dream to hold you close

I don't fight the feeling usually, oh Lord

Tonight, I might overdose

Stop the bleeding, I suppose

Like the user that I use to be, ooh-ooh

Pretend like it's not real

Like I don't feel the way I feel

But you've been holding me without your arms

It's time to let you go

I remember you were dying in my hands

Scared to walk away

If you were here right now

I'd probably let you down

Dying in my hands, scared to walk away

If you were here right now

If you were here right now

If you were here right now

If you were here right now

Is it my fault that I tried to fix all my habits when I had it?

Kept running round in these circles tryna fix that shit, it's tragic

And I never asked how you felt about it, that's my fault, not acting

Like you should forgive me, it's obvious that I fucked up, and I'm asking you

To come and stay, another day, another chance

That I can fuck it up in another way

What's the point? I see destruction ain't above it, now it's underway

Love it if you stayed, but I'm selfish and the one to blame, uh

And every time I look at your face

Was wishing that I had something to say

Meant nothing to you, we're one and the same

I wish I wouldn't stay

I remember you were dying in my hands

Scared to walk away

If you were here right now

I'd probably let you down

Dying in my hands, scared to walk away

If you were here right now

If you were here right now

If you were here right now

If you were here right now

If you were here right now