Altar Boy

You walked in like sin dressed in Sunday white

Eyes like gospel, hands like vice

I bowed my head, but not to pray

Just to breathe in your unholy name

Tell me where to kneel, I'll bleed there sweet

Heaven don't want me, but you do, deep

Every touch a sermon, every bruise a psalm

I'm yours, baby, body and beyond

You made a temple of my throat

Spoke in tongues and holy smoke

Ruin me like scripture in a flame

I'd still crawl back, moaning your name

Oh darling, I was born to break beneath you

To ache like faith that never leaves you

You kissed like a plague, soft and slow

Bit down hard just to watch me glow

Left marks like stigmata across my chest

Said"Now that's how you pass a test"

I swore I'd behave, then our hazy eyes met

Salvation never tasted this wet

You laughed like thunder, low and sharp

Pulled me in like I was your favourite part

You made a temple of my throat

Spoke in tongues and holy smoke

Ruin me like scripture in a flame

I'd still crawl back, moaning your name

Oh darling, I was born to break beneath you

To ache like faith that never leaves you

I kissed the blade just to feel your name

Cut through silence, through guilt, through shame

You said"Breathe for me" and I forgot my own

Worship isn't pretty, it's teeth and bone

Call me sinner, call me sweet

Make salvation taste like heat

Every"sí" spills from bitten lips

Cada maldito roce, heaven slips

Lick the doubt from where I shake

Bend me back until I break

God never held me like your hands do

Dripping wet with something true

Say I'm yours and I'll believe

Even hell would never grieve

This body's yours, de rodillas, mi amor

Make a cathedral from the way I soar

You made a temple of my throat

Spoke in tongues while I choked

Broke me open, called it grace

Fucked me 'til I found my place

Darling, I was made to take your gospel

Preach it in every filthy vowel

Oh baby, I'm your altar boy

On my knees, begging to be destroyed