Unusual

I was hoping you were there

I was planning not to stare 'cause I am broken

You used to be part of my life

Until you faded into darkness of my new reality

I've been busy trying to hide how I miss the way you shine

And the colors that you bring

But I'll pretend that I am fine when you walk away this time

'cause pretending is my thing

Heard you got there when I left

You went with someone we met some time ago

Guess she's still beautiful and fine

I'm sure she makes you fucking smile and show off her company

Maybe I'm just stuck in time, trying to fix this in my mind

Wasting my life

But each time I try to reset, I hear your voice inside my head

Saying there won't be someone like me

My friends keep telling me to let you go

But the combination of isolation and sorrow

Makes me want you more

And it's true, I've been blue 'cause of you

Thought this was mutual but getting it right would be unusual

They told me I should overcome all of the things I've become

Since you left me

I hate that you are not aware of all the damage and despair you

Put me through

I feel like Taylor when she asked if you were sent here by

Someone who wanted me dead

Please do correct me if I am wrong

I might even consider rewriting this song

My friends keep telling me to let you go

But the combination of isolation and sorrow

Makes me want you more

And it's true, I've been blue 'cause of you

Thought this was mutual but getting it right would be unusual

Unusual

My friends keep telling me to let you go

But the combination of isolation and sorrow

Makes me want you more

And it's true, I've been blue 'cause of you

Thought this was mutual but getting it right would be unusual

Unusual

Unusual

Unusual

Unusual

Unusual

Unusual