Vent

It's the type of pain that you only feel

You can't, you can't smoke yo' out in this situation, it's just pain

Yeah

She said she won't reciprocate until some pressure get applied

But applying pressure don't wake it's depression that's inside

And we fight the depression with coping mechanisms high

Do settle for less or roll through the stress to the other side

Either way I'm not trying to sit and respond

But you're finagling and taking risks and switching up thoughts

Get they hearts in a different when I'm hitting a box

Leaving with some soul ties and forget me not

Apply that pressure to success, I would've been Danny Warbuck

Split my soul with so many hoes, they all are horcrux

Romanizing made you a man, that's what they taught us

As if the dick made him a woman and not their organs

That's who she was before she met you

That's why the staple for queen make kings feel special

As a patient nigga ain't know what to do with you

Now I'm fixing my crown up to fill it with these big jewels

Looking back, what was I thinking?

Don't mind me, I'm just ventin' while I'm smoking and I'm drinking

Pouring out emotions so I don't and I'm sinking in my feelings

Plus the truth, need revealing for the healing, I feel it

Looking back what was I thinking?

Don't mind me I'm just ventin' while I'm smoking and I'm drinking

Pouring out emotions so I don't end up sinking in my feelings

Plus the truth, need revealing for the healing, I feel it

I fucked up, I betrayed her trust

I came through for the sluts

I gave in to the lust

I stayed up in the clubs

I stayed with my best buds, just bleeding up some blood, my brain was really robbed

I kept hoes on the side

I left them 'cause I lied when I said I ain't have a girl after they let me bust it wide

I dropped those love bombs, all the guilt that I tried to hide

Just to pull the rug and leave her falling flat on her behind

I tried to ignore the pain she felt when I had done it

I was being a coward and accountability ducking

I was giving lip service, apologizing for nothing

'Cause I wasn't switching up for the better, that's why she dumped him