I’m at a loss for words that satisfy my purist heart
Why is nothing ever good enough
I’m stuck in limbo drowning in this glowing quicksand
I know it’s wrong but this shit gets tough
There’s a devil on my shoulder but he sounds just like a saint
Saying I should mull it over
Good things come to those who wait
And if you start to think to think you’re worthy
My friend that’s one mistake I’ll never let you make
That’s not your role to take
I have an obsession with reaching perfection
Will I ever learn my lesson
It can’t be or taught or bought
It’s not a real direction
So I need an answer for killing the cancer that festers in my soul
I’m sick of the fear of failure
We can never know how our master plan will go
I’m on a constant search to reach a false utopia
And that’s why I don’t feel I’m good enough
I know it’s pointless but I still seem to insist
Wish I could make my brain shut up for once
There’s a devil on my shoulder but he sounds just like a saint
Saying I should mull it over
Good things come to those who wait
And if you start to think to think you’re worthy
My friend that’s one mistake I’ll never let you make
That’s not your role to take
I have an obsession with reaching perfection
Will I ever learn my lesson
It can’t be or taught or bought
It’s not a real direction
So I need an answer for killing the cancer that festers in my soul
I’m sick of the fear of failure
We can never know how our master plan will go
How our master plan will go