Marae

Where were you

When I was down and out in my home

Couldn't even write songs

I lost myself in the bowl of that bong

Where were you

When I was tryna right my wrongs

Always knew I was a king

I couldn't even recognize my own throne

Where were you

When I was thinking bout ending everything

Cause alcohol and amphetamines

Had me saying shit that I never mean

I was tryna talk you had better things to do

Get drunk

Said you never wanna be ya mom

But when I see ya snaps I just see ya mom

You can't even be yaself lately

Going out every weekend

I was cool with getting in the pool

But you diving off of the deep end

I been stressed out

Busy tryna be the best out

Here to stay like a hotel

Til you gave up and you checked out

Where was I

Cooped up in my own mind

Maybe I feel I'm so alive

Cause I was killing you that whole time

And you stuck around

Didn't fuck around

While I fucked around

With them fuck arounds

And I got the nerve to say fuck it now

And I'm a fuckin' clown

Where was I when you needed help

Where was I when you needed faith

Always said you wouldn't be ya mom

But I see ya mom when I see ya face

Where was I when you needed hope

Where was I when you needed truth

Always said you wouldn't be ya mom

But ya fuckin' mom is who you turned into

And you could blame me for that

You could blame me for that

You could blame me for that

You could blame me for that