here

I was on the couch looking out

When I pictured you there

And the palms of your hands

They were in my hair

And you told me

Don't worry just be here

Stretched out on the floor

Looking crooked at the door

Where I saw you off

Tried to make out your face from the parking lot

Thought I'd know what to say

But I could hardly talk

Something that you said

When you sat me on the bed

Broke my heart

If there's a hell you were there

Trying just to walk

But the time was the only thing standing

It's more than a handful

Blinded I try to be helpful

But I don't know if i can do this without you

Feels like a lot's going wrong

Woke up in the night to a song that reminded me of

The long winding one that you used to hum

And you were there for a moment

You were there for a moment

It's more than a handful

Blinded I try to be helpful

But I don't know if I can do this without you

Feels like a lot's going wrong

Lying in silence

It feels like you're here with me hiding

And I thought that I knew how to find you

But sometimes your mind lets you down