Everything I Ever Thought I Knew

I thought I was an outcast

I thought I stood alone

A rogue, a theif, a joker

No place to call my own

I thought no one could love me

And how could I have known I was wrong

Oh so wrong

And then I thought I found it

A dream that I could share

I thought I was so lucky

It almost wasn't fair

I thought I knew my purpose

I thought that I knew where I belong

But I was wrong

Everything I ever thought I knew

Where I've been, where I'm going

Everything I counted on turned out to be untrue

Could've guessed, should've known

Now I do

Everything I've yearned for

Everything I planned

All my sweetest memories were castles made of sand

Now that it's all crumbling, help me understand

If none of it was really me, Then who am I suppose to be?

And everything I ever thought I knew

Every hope, every feeling

Love and trust and happiness

They're done, they're gone, they're through

And what's left, me alone

Once again, should've known

Now I do

I guess my life meant nothing

I guess it was a sham

I guess I'm someone else now

I wonder who I am