Underground Big {HEADFULOFHYENA}

Dead, better off, off alone

I never get much sleep 'cause my head's full of hyenas

Now my demons, they got demons, and no one cares to see them

I guess I'm dead, better off, off alone

Dead, better off, off alone

Dead, better off, off alone

Dead, better off, off alone

I never get much sleep 'cause my head's full of hyenas

Now my demons, they got demons, and no one cares to see them

My best shot

I shot through the shooting star

Contradiction, death, but my way

Ayy, ayy, ayy, and break

Ayy, ayy, ayy, yeah, right

Ayy, ayy, ayy, and break

Ayy, ayy, ayy, yeah, right

Check, check

Yo, can you hear me? Close your eyes

Close your eyes

Close your eyes

Close your eyes

Imagine there's a candle in your point of reference

Look at the candle

Tune in to the sound, don't think about anything else

Focus on the point, I said a candle, didn't I?

But I mean, like, well

Just imagine seeing it in your mind's eye

And look at it

And visualize it

And shit'll start to glow

The black'll start to glow

The black

The dark will start to glow

I'm serious, man

This is, it might seem cringy as fuck, but actually do it

Now

Focus

I wanna say something

I wanna talk to you but I don't even know what to say

I feel like there's a truth that we all don't know

And I think we've been designed

To just do what we have

I-I think we got more than five senses

I think we got more than five senses

But we're never gonna find out any of the senses

Because we're so fuckin' busy, so wrapped up

So caught up in what we are actually doing every single day

Like think when someone discovered fire

What the fuck would that have looked like? How?

So there's fire, right?

Do we reckon we've just discovered everything there is to discover?

Focus, focus

The universe is full of surprises

It's just waitin' for us

Just waitin' for our wits to get sharper

Just waitin' for us to actually open

Mad as fuck when you think about it

Because it don't make sense, does it?

I might sound like a proper idiot, but, like

Try and figure out how anything actually works

How we got here don't make any sense, so

It's not going

There's no way

It's a little bit scarier

Feel like, a little bit like something that pops off

I'm just tired, I guess

Focus, focus

Focus, focus on whatever you want

Whatever you want you can have

'Cause I was literally the biggest loser in the world

ADHD, I had no friends

I literally, literally, I'm not even saying that like, like a cliche thing

I had literally no one would, would hang out with me

My friends used to just tell me one time it would stop

Mates used to nick all my money off me

All my video games, that shit, PlayStation, TVs and shit

And I got bullied to fuck

My life was shit

And I have no idea how I managed to do something

Where I actually get to do things that I like

And live a life where I'm happy

But I know it wasn't from school

I didn't learn fuckin' shit from school, I don't know anything

I don't know anything about geography

I don't know anything about motherfuckin' French

I know fuck all, to be honest, I'm a dipshit

French

All I know is I don't fucking know sometimes

That sounds cheesy as shit, follow your dreams

'Cause I don't even know if that's what I did

I just literally saw Daryl Palumbo on a video

Screamin' his tits off, and that looked like fun

And I wanted to do that as a job

I thought that would be cool

And I don't have any musical skills, I can't sing

I mean I can sing now kind of, but, you know

We use Autotune and shit

And I can't sing well, I just have passion and lyrics

And I just beg and I borrow and I steal and rip people off

You know, like, you got

Like, "Nihilist Blues", that melody

Someone said, "Oh, that's Evanescence"

I'm like, "Yeah, must have been"

Must have, we fuckin' subconsciously ripped it off

It's not like, I'm like, not a fucking genius whatsoever

Just gettin' on and feel stuff and vibe

That's maddening, I'm not mad that I get to do what I want to do

And so many, so, so many people have such fucking shit lives

That sucks so much, it breaks my heart so much

Because, fuckin' I don't know

Like, every, we just look at things

'Cause we're human, we think that

How do I say this without people gettin' pissed off at me?

Like, humans are all aligned, but you can tell

If you look at any other creature's eyes

It's, we're all here, we all feel, we're all scared

We all got that fuckin' feeling in our stomachs

That make us wanna kill ourselves

It's always too much

And it's so fuckin' unfair that there's people at the top

And people at the bottom

And there's animals at the bottom

And there's animals gettin' grinded into fucking shit

And there's slaves and just

I mean I'm guilty, I'm a fuckin'

Like, I ain't a saint, but I love everyone and everything so much

I really, honestly do, like I want

I just, I want the best for all

'Cause what if it's like, it sounds mad as fuck

But people believe in God, don't they?

And people believe in people looking down on us and shit like that

So it's not that mad to think that what if this is a classroom?

Teacher room?

What if people are watching us?

What if something bigger is looking down at us?

Seeing how we do

And seeing if we're good enough for the next stage?

'Cause we need to be better

I need to get better, I need to be a better person

We all need to be better people

It's not about what tastes good or what feels good or how cool you look

Or who likes you and shit

We need to like fucking come together

It's mad, and it's all cliche shit, it just sounds such bullocks

But we need to fuckin' do this

We're literally at the end, doesn't it feel like that to you?

It feels like it to me

Feels like we're at the end of everything

And it feels like it's gonna be like some fuckin' massive volcano

Or eruption, or fuckin' tsunami's gonna happen

You know what that's what, that's what's gonna happen?

Some fuckin' mental disaster in a couple of years

Like mental, mental, mental disaster

Whether it's natural or whatever

And then everyone's gonna go fuckin' right, we need to sort it out now

We need to do something about this now

But, but we fuckin' need to do something

But we need to do it now

And why not?

It's not that bad, eatin' like

Yeah, all right, we get it, meat tastes good

And, come on, man, they're alive

These things are living, they're living creatures

Like, what the fuck? We don't need it

Do you need it?

No, and I'm not, I'm a hypocrite

'Cause I've got all this shit I don't need too

But like, I think we all need to start thinkin'

About what we actually really fuckin' want

If you really fuckin' want something, you can have it

Have it, sure, but end of the day, if you, like if

You want something so bad that it's worth someone else's pain and suffering

I don't fuckin' think you do

Focus

Focus on what you want

I'm serious, I'm gonna stop talking now

Focus

Are you recording?

Yeah, it's all good