Staring at the Stars

Why you dying on me? I've been dying homie

I pop percs just so I can get through this phase

Man I miss you every single day

I wonder what's gon take away this damn pain

I don't fit in, and I ain't living

Told my granny that I'll never fucking give in

To the devil, he be talking

On my phone, I don't know where I'm walking

I'm alone in this room and it's getting dark

Man, I miss the fucking days when I had a heart

Now I fake it, the world just wanna break it

The smile on my face ain't real

I'm laying on the ground, wonderin if it gets better

These drugs ain't helping, boy, you never gon' change

But I'll be full of pain, and I'll be in the rain

Rain drops

Keep on falling ain't calling, I know I'm all alone

Hate me, break me

I've been out my body, now I'm spacey

Leave me in the dark, I don't want nobody here

Thought I'm staring at the stars, but I'm staring at the clouds

Now I'm damaged from the pain that you left me with

I got bad habits, I don't think I'm left with shit

I'm in a dark place, I just hope they turn the lights on

When you left, they just turned the lights out

I'm getting faded off prescription meds

I'm so high, I kinda feel like I'm dead

I've been laying underwater, I don't know if I'll drown

You my queen, but I promise that I won't let you down

Cause my intentions pure, and I'm just insecure

But I don't wanna cry, I wanna lay in the dirt

I think about you every day when I step in the booth

I'm growing up real fast, wonder what would you do