I PEELED BACK EVERY LAYER OF MYSELF ONLY TO BE DISAPPOINTED

Catch and release

I've been deceased

I can't lie I'm weak

From the constant frustration

That penetrates me deep

Fuck inner peace

I'll just die incomplete

I don't even wanna be remembered

This is how I lose control

This is how I lose control

This is how I lose control

You wanna see me lose control?

Your eyes are shut so your fine

I kept mine open so I have to suffer

This is how I lose it all

This is how I lose it all

Thoughts are so heavy

But they can't be weighed

No point in preserving

Cuz we'll decay anyway

Reality slips away

It's such a scary thing to me

I never figured out what the fuck

Is really wrong with me

As my skin peels away

It comes off so easily

And when I get to the root of this all

I'm sure it will only disappoint me

Thoughts are so heavy

But they can't be weighed

No point in preserving

Cuz we'll decay anyway

Thoughts are so heavy

But they can't portray

This disappointing feeling

That fuckin rots my brain

I failed, I failed

I failed, I failed

I failed, I failed

I failed, I failed

I failed, I failed you

I failed, I failed you

I failed, I failed you

I failed, I failed you

I failed, I failed, I really thought I'd find

Everything that's been eating me alive

I failed, I failed, I've been fucked all along

I can't blame anyone else for moving on

I failed, I failed, nothings fixing me

I figured that shit out myself

I failed, I failed, I miss being a numb

It's really hard to face what you've become

I failed, I failed

I failed, I failed

I failed, I failed

I failed, I failed