Hesitate

I spoke to Yahweh, I've been meditatin'

He told me that heaven's waitin'

I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things (on some things)

(Cory Mo)

He told me that heaven's waitin'

I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things (on some things)

And I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things (on some things)

And I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things

I spoke to Yahweh, I've been meditatin'

He told me that heaven's waitin'

I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things

Lately, I've been puttin' my life into perspective

Reflective of my past, bein' retrospective

Lookin' at the good and the bad, then my early days

Wonderin' if I still got a path to the pearly gates

Life wasn't always the way that it is today

It used to take me damn near losin' my life just to pray

But nowadays, I'm more conscious of my ways

And all it takes is me wakin' up to give Him praise

Came a long way from who I was and what I did once

All I used to care about was sippin' drink and big blunts

But now I got a family and they countin' on me

To give 'em what they need I climb the highest mountain, homie

So every day I'm workin' on the enemy

To find the best way that I could balance out my energy

Nobody's perfect, no matter what it look like on the surface

Just hopin' I get closer to my purpose, say amen

I spoke to Yahweh, I've been meditatin'

He told me that heaven's waitin'

I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things (on some things)

He told me that heaven's waitin'

I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things (on some things)

And I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things (yeah)

And I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things (yeah, yeah)

I spoke to Yahweh, I've been meditatin' (turn me up a lil' bit)

He told me that heaven's waitin'

I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things

I'm on a course switchin' over to God, I got the devil waitin'

I'm outlastin' 'em, outcast and I'm elevatin'

Keymaster lookin' for keepers of heaven's gate

He faster to beat, them others hesitate

Here's the sitch, I know them snitches be sayin' some things

Actin' like a bro ain't play, mama, I wanna sing

Just because I'm from the 'hood don't mean I gotta bang

Our neighborhood affiliated, the police a gang

They say my name, but say it soft like under they breath

We mutilated like people livin' under the steps

We stayin' pressed, there'll be none of us left

The fool death, it got 'em thirsty for blood, hungry for death

They give us scratch from the feast, we actin' like we amazed

Street blacks like beasts, they lock us right in a cage

Every day I fight for freedom 'cause it's not just a phase

I'm not just slayin', people don't get to tell me how to behave, nah

I spoke to Yahweh, I've been meditatin'

He told me that heaven's waitin'

I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things (on some things)

He told me that heaven's waitin'

I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things (on some things)

I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things (on some things)

I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things

I spoke to Yahweh, I've been meditatin'

He told me that heaven's waitin' (yeah, yeah)

I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things

I'm like Nelly wit' a visa, you only show me off at nighttime

Fight time is what it is 'cause I hit killer kids

What y'all want? Pray wit' 'em and stay wit' 'em

Build back up to slave quarters to stay wit' 'em, yeah

Wasn't slavery in the name of the promise?

They come knockin' at my door, watch 'em runnin' 'em off

We were fine before they put hell in our mind

And died seven times and found I could travel through time

Through my ancestors, no more, no less

Ain't no tide on no feed dot, wanna be free, yeah

But y'all flippin' religion, pushin' division, cool (yeah)

I want my family back, forty, you can keep the mule (yeah)

I'ma keep a tool, bistin' back at you (at you)

Call me Mahmud, I do Ryu (yeah)

He a Mississippi shooter, y'all don't get it, though (though)

Y'all talkin' God, do you really live it, though? (Live it, though)

I spoke to Yahweh, I've been meditatin'

He told me that heaven's waitin'

I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things (on some things)

He told me that heaven's waitin'

I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things (on some things)

And I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things (on some things)

And I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things

I spoke to Yahweh, I've been meditatin'

He told me that heaven's waitin'

I told Him I'm hesitatin' on some things