Aaah
I used to be someone who could communicate well
All the bridges I burned just so I could keep you (you)
Even when I'm at my lowest
I always talk about my sentiments and emotions
That I feel like I need to share (do I need to?)
Always voicing out every single detail
Until you invalidated me
"You are always like that, it's always like this" (eeeh)
Is what you would tell me out on the apartment balcony
My words betray me whenever they come to you
And when I cry, you say, "I didn't make you feel that way"
I always received the response that I'm the problem
Every attempt I make to tell you how I'm upset, disappointed, or hurt (I'm hurt)
Every time I cried because of the overwhelming feelings and emotions
I needed to share, you blocked my airway (hey, I can't breathe)
Always voicing out every single detail
Until you invalidated me
"You are always like that, it's always like this" (eeeh)
Is what you would tell me out on the apartment balcony
My words betray me whenever they come to you
And when I cry, you say, "I didn't make you feel that way" (that way)
("I didn't make you feel that way")
"You are always like that, it's always like this" (eeeh)
Is what you would tell me out on the apartment balcony
My words betray me whenever they come to you
And when I cry, you say, "I didn't make you feel that way" (that way)
("I didn't make you feel that way")
Even when my words are lost, I still hope you'd understand (you'd understand)
You're slowly ruining me, until I decide to stop
Let you feel everything (how 'bout that)
It's difficult to make someone understand how you feel
When they really don't want to
It's like making yourself even more pathetic
I always feel unheard and invalidated, so I stop
"You are always like that, it's always like this" (eeeh)
Is what you would tell me out on the apartment balcony (apartment balcony ah)
My words betray me whenever they come to you
And when I cry, you say, "I didn't make you feel that way" (that way)
("I didn't make you feel that way")
"You are always like that, it's always like this" (eeeh)
Is what you would tell me out on the apartment balcony (eeh)
My words betray me whenever they come to you
And when I cry, you say, "I didn't make you feel that way" (that way)
("I didn't make you feel that way")
"You are always like that, it's always like this" (eeeh)
My words betray me
"I didn't make you feel that way"
NO
NO