Music and Liquor

Yeah, owwww oooooo oooooo

Eom man I like to drink a lot

A lotta people like to party and shit

But lately its just been getting ridiculous

I spent all my money on women and wine

And didn't, give enough time to the rhythm and rhyme

I stay focused on the nickel and dime

I should be, Benjamin thinking

But when I get them I be spending them drinkin'

And then I wake up, feelin' nervous and lifeless

A thin line between worthless and priceless

When my life gets confusing ahead of me

I don't ever solve problems I just start boozin' heavily

In san diego I got off work everyday around four

And every single day the roadworker next door

Comes home with an eighteen pack

Of miller high life

I said, my life is heading down a path thats way too sim-

Ilar, I'd prefer not to end up like him

And I'd look up and I'd cringe

But everytime I try to change I say fuck it and binge

Thats my life

I've been with you so long

And my love for you so strong

But sometimes it feels so cold

And baby it gets so old

Wondering why, I stumble and cry

Yeah, my life's occupied by music and liquor

I can't stop drinking, I can't stop smoking, I can't stop writing

I should be the can't stop spokesman

Addictive personality, ironically

I write my realest shit when I escape from reality

I drink to forget, then I write to remember

Its been like that since my high school tenure

I can't imagine if I never had this rappin' hobby

I'd rarely be happy probably

But I knew a lotta people when I lived back in Maryland

That had it way worse gettin' addicted to heroin

So I shouldn't be too pissed

I'm just gettin sick of writtin drunken self help to-do lists

That remain unchecked, cause I never follow through

And when you move old habits follow you

And I can't quite shake this ape from off my back

It seems its safe strapped up tight