Helter-Skelter

Take a look inside myself and all I see is horror

A wretch with no will to live

Self destructive

Every night I die in a trance

Always fucked up

Slowly just killing myself

I cannot keep living this way no more

Can't keep this shit inside of me

It's slowly breaking out of me

They can all see it, so crystal clear

I'm dying slow as they watch

Got no where to hide, and no where to go

All this fear and hate taking over my soul

Constantly eating at me as I rot slow

Paralyzed whenever I go to sleep

All I see is demons surrounding me

Pleading for my life

I'm paranoid waking up every hour

Alert in my sleep I have never felt

True taste of rest

Can't leave my dome, trapped in my fucking head

I scream and cry for help

But they can't hear me from the dead

I cannot breathe

Darkness is all I see around of me

I think my time of departure has arrived

Death Angel appears in blinding flash

Seconds later on this Earth, I no longer am

She know I'm gone when I taste the drip

When the pupils wrong self medicine

Help me ride along feel what normal is

Now I'm craving it on my shaking shit

Sweaty apprehensive flue vomiting

Something bad coming been ignored and missed

I think its crawling up my chest to sip

Tears flooding out my aching bones

While I'm panicking cant leave my home

Telling me to die come back to dome

Being eaten alive no where to go

Floor boards can't hold you back no more

In the alley ways I roam alone

Being hunted down like an antelope

Please lord help me to cope