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Yeah, uh, I'm sick of loving, every time it's just a misconception
I find a girl and she lead me into a new dimension
Thinkin' 'bout the future, countin' out all of our blessings
Then I find out it's all fake, and she leaves me guessin'
I guess I learned my lesson, I guess we're better ended
I wish I never gave my heart out, dummy should've kept it
Just like a piece of paper, she ripped my heart in half
I guess this kind of thing is something I won't ever have
But it's fine, soon I'll just get used to it
To keep my mind off of love, I'll just do stupid shit
I fell asleep, questionin', "Is anyone for me?"
Layin' on my back, usin' music as a remedy
Listenin' and writin' all these sad songs, uh
Happy for a bit, but doesn't last long
I'm tryna find the joy in all this chaos
Keep on prayin' for my future, hope it pays off
Broke my heart, you tore it in two
You tore it in two, yeah
So why am I (why?) still thinkin' of you?
Why am I thinkin' of you, why?
Yo, lately it's fuck emotions, grab the dope and then I roll it
I've been trippin' off the potent, honestly, I'm omnipotent
Used to think about our memories, I cleared 'em like my history
Wrote this in a grave to set the scene 'cause love is dead to me
Our love was one-sided, I know you ain't felt the same
I bet you relish the fact that I fuckin' felt this pain
You gave me comfort, you were like my shelter from the rain
Grippin' the razor blade, I swear I'd never love again
I'll keep that promise, trust me, I won't break it
I ripped my heart out of my chest and chained it in the basement
Knockin' bottles 'til I'm wasted, clear to see I'm changin'
Rather stick to blazin' and the dreams that I've been chasin'
Broke my heart, you tore it in two
So why am I (why am I?) still thinkin' of you?
I don't even know no more
I know hearts don't physically break, but my chest hurts
I can still smell her perfume on my sweatshirt
They say that time can heal, soon I'll feel better