Overthinking

I still overthink

But I wish I was brain dead

I want my pain to leave

So I just play dead

Feel a bullet in my head

Soon I may drop dead

I'm not sure if I'm alive

Or I just dream in my bed

I know

I don't need a queen

To be a king

But without your love

I feel unseen

Without your love

I feel like shit

I feel like a fraud

When I smile

I'm not happy anymore

I cannot lie

I'm dead inside

Alone everytime

To hide my pain

Everyday I'm high

I froze my heart

Kept it locked in a jar

But nepa carry light

Now I'm melting inside

If you love me

Bae tell me

Don't give mixed vibes

Don't play me

I know sometimes

I look insane

But deep down

I do shit to hide my pain

I feel myself

Getting stupid everyday

I know it's your fault

But I want you anyway

I still overthink

But I wish I was brain dead

I want my pain to leave

So I just play dead

Feel a bullet in my head

Soon I may drop dead

I'm not sure if I'm alive

Or I just dream in my bed

I like you

But I love me

I feel you

But I don't need you

You distract me

Impromptu

I fight with my mind

It's kungfu

Let's just fuck and forget

Save mental health

No beginning or end

No accepts or rejects

Let's just fuck and forget

Save mental health

No beginning or end

No accepts or rejects

I still overthink

But I wish I was brain dead

I want my pain to leave

So I just play dead

Feel a bullet in my head

Soon I may drop dead

I'm not sure if I'm alive

Or I just dream in my bed