friday night lights

I go reluctantly

Hoping that you'll see me

Hoping that I'll see you

I imagine we'll have a talk or two

We walk past ya a couple of times

I'm with my friends but with you in mind

I overhear people say your name and

I act like I don't wanna do the same

We walk past ya five times more

Six, okay I think I'm gettin' a little sore

My friend drags me over

And you don't know her

But I'm forced to say hi

And I let out a short sigh

And I knew that this was the wrong time for this

I can't even look you in the eye

God, I just can't

Stand it

Everything I say makes it worse

Yet every single day I

Pine for this

But there's nothing I can do

That can bring me back

The way I knew you

I remember everything, the things you'd say

Yet there's not a single way

That I can turn this into

A memory that I'll choose to replay

Ah-oh, oh

On the way home

Can't get it off my mind

I don't know what was in the air tonight

But I'm so damn awkward

Check my forehead

Am I feelin' alright

I need exposure therapy

I no longer see you, only in my sleep

I need some kind of redemption

Please say that's not how you see me

Lay in bed, text my friends

But there's only one thing in my head

O, My Domestic Fantasy

Why doth thee not save me

I can't

Stand it

Everything I said

Twisted my words and made me sound brain-dead

And I despise that

I can't fix you, or me

Or those who took me the whole way through

Forget everything I said that night

And I'll try to make this right

By totally ignoring it

And become a recluse

But take another hit