Dysphoria

This body of mine

I don't think I like it's design

How I feel inside

It doesn't seem to fuckin' align

Tell me to stay the same

I feel crazy

There's no one else to blame

Humanity makes me feel insane

Crashin' out on the bathroom floor

Do I tell them?

Or do I give in more?

That person in the mirror

I couldn't see her clearer

When she's inside of me

But he's behind me

I cannot fear her

Any longer

Just let her be free

Get out of me

He doesn't need to be

But she, she feels better

I want her closer

I've known her my whole life

But they make her feel like a fuckin' knife

Stabbin' out my internal light

They don't see

And they'll never see the light inside of me

My whole world seems to be

Who next do I need to please?

But if I don't give love to thee

Little girl that's grown up in me

I'll need to bleed

Seven days a week

Then she won't get see

The beauty that's laid out for her

Unseen

I love you

I love you

I'm sorry I hurt you

I love you

I love you