In the Center

Gotta find a way to keep my head up

In this

I've witnessed

So many sentenced

To death

And the shit ain't finished

My life

Is barely starting

The heights

Are seeing the people

Who cried

In front of my loved ones who've died

Move on and smile away

And go see brighter days

Look inside and ease the pain

The ones we've lost can't stress enough

For us to laugh and gain

Everything they couldn't

Reach

And break the cycles

They went through from childhood

Traumas

The struggles of money and honor

No father

No mother

The only son or a daughter

Mental illness will haunt ya

I've seen it snatch em in plain sight

All because a relationship was too toxic

You must

Find a need for suicide

But trust

It isn't worth it

And I guarantee you leaving her

Would've ended up

For the better

But

What do I know

I'm not you

Right

Overall though dawg hope you had fun

Shooting guns

With me and getting drunk

Pedals bloom up from my feet

While I stand

A breeze

From underneath

The ground

Move

Loved Ones

That are 6 feet deep

Right in front of me

In the Center

Of the sound

01

22

2023

My grandpa passed away

I lost my shit entirely

This is the first time that I truly experienced loss

See life don't prep you for that shit

Until that point my spoiled ass had the thoughts

But I tried suppressing them all

4AM got the call