Avalanche

It's still my birthday

Everybody's left

I'm on the floor picking up smoked cigarettes

Finding traces of conversations

Where have I been

How did I miss the best of it

Thought I was in a good place but I've ruined it

I'm thinking like I used to do

Panic when I talk to you

I'm not really here right now

Avalanche, I can't slow down

I'm sitting in the dark

Missing all my favourite parts

Wish I could be here right now

Avalanche, I'm drowning out

It's such a nice day

It's good to see your face

I'm sorry I'm not listening

Cause I'm far away

I'm in the woods

And I need a fire

To burn the trees

So you can see where I'm hiding

I'm thinking like I used to do

Panic when I talk to you

I'm not really here right now

Avalanche, I can't slow down

I'm sitting in the dark

Missing all my favourite parts

Wish I could be here right now

Avalanche, I'm drowning out

Thought that I was past this

Thought that I was happy

Believed that I was safe

Promised I'd be kinder

To myself

And wiser

When I get into this space

I'm thinking like I used to do

Panic when I talk to you

I'm not really here right now

Avalanche, I can't slow down

I'm sitting in the dark

Missing all my favourite parts

Wish I could be here right now

Avalanche, I'm drowning out