Can I Tell You Too?

I'm still preaching longevity right

This when my heart's heaviest right

This is love at it's deadliest right

It was never just me can you admit it

I couldn't fathom your position

Only text me you want and

Only call when you ain't tripping

Only check me acting different

But you're the one who's distant

So can you tell me why the talking stopped

Feels like you left when things were looking up

I got addicted to you so it was hard to stop

Seems like my best was never good enough

Enough to show you different, enough to cancel bitches

I put that everything I tried to handle bitches

So I don't fight this, that takes too long

One good look at my wrongs and then I write this

I promise I don't like this

I wish that I could fake lines

You made time, just to touch yourself all up on FaceTime

Plus we ain't no rumors thru no grapevine

So why can't you tell me the truth, it outweighs lies

I still be missing those days

I had you after Monet, still hurts how that ended,

But on the real, there's not much I can say

I'm still preaching

I'm still preaching

I'm still preaching longevity right

This when my heart's heaviest right

This is love at it's deadliest right

I'm still preaching longevity right

This when my heart's heaviest

This is love at its deadliest right

In your DM's I beg for you back

While I'm breaking her back

That's the truth and it hurt

I started asking what I'm doing at first

But fell in love with the distance

I'm justifying the act

They less efficient than my words be

I started thinking if I became less consistent

There's no way that you could hurt me

But forgot about karma

So when you telling me you need to focus more on your dreams

I made it seem like you deserted me

I'm selfish at my lowest point