Way too

I hate to see my own reflection

In the mirror when I cry

I must admit I tend to forget you

And to leave it all behind

The worst part is that I don't feel

That there's a need to justify

I should be happy it's my birthday

But I think I'd rather die

I got the things I thought I wanted

And now it does not feel right

Been wondering if I can still change

The way I feel about my life

But if I'm being honest don't wanna let you down

But lately I'm a mess

I tried to get there fast but then I had to stop

I mean it I'm a mess

I'm way too jealous, I'm way too kind

I'm way too forgiving and I'm way too shy

I'm way too sentimental, I'm way too self-aware

I'm way too happy and I'm way too depressed

Ohhh, ohh, ohh, ohh

I try to hide my face every time that

I get a compliment

I sound so crazy when I listen and

I care about your shit

You'd get offended if you knew what

I imagine in my head

And I'll forgive you and I'll forget

The way this killed me, the way you left

The false illusions, the revolution in my head

If only someone would take me back

To those ideals I used to have

If only I could just run away

But if I'm being honest don't wanna let you down

But lately I'm a mess

I tried to get there fast but then I had to stop

I mean it I'm a mess

I'm way too jealous, I'm way too kind

I'm way too forgiving and I'm way too shy

I'm way too sentimental, I'm way too self-aware

I'm way too happy and I'm way too depressed

I'm far from perfection

Way too much in denial

I'm way too lonely and

I'm way too high

I'm way beyond tragic

Way too good for you but for me too

Ohhh, ohh, ohh, ohh

Ohhh, ohh, ohh, ohh