The Man I Used to Be

Rain ain't stopping anytime soon on the road to our ruin

I've been doing this for years in the wake of all your tears

Vices been my problem all this time

My life could crash out on a dime

I thought we'd always be just fine

But then I ruined us line by line

Baby, I'm sorry I made you cry

My tears are all cried on the inside

I'm feeling all the same pain too

Don't know how to show it like you do

Hurts me so bad, I know I was wrong

I've been hurting us both for so long

Baby, I'm the bad guy, don't you see?

Cause I ain't the man I used to be

I ain't the man I used to be

We're trying to weather this monsoon

On the road to our undoing

Wind swirling round all my fears

If I wake up and you're not here

Vices are my downfall every time

My life ain no longer mine I always thought we

Be just fine Then I messed up time after time

Baby, I'm sorry I made you cry

My tears are all cried on the inside

I'm feeling all the same pain too

Don't know how to show it like you do

Hurts me so bad

I know I was wrong

I've been hurting us both for so long

Baby, I'm the bad guy, don't you see?

Cause I ain't the man I used to be

Tornado blew through, seems we're doomed

It just left us in ruins

Most recent storm confirmed all my fears

I woke up and you're not here

Vices ruined me one last time

Life's the scene of all my crimes

I always thought we'd be alright

Then I destroyed us night after night

Baby, I'm sorry I made you cry

My tears are all cried on the inside

I'm feeling all the same pain too

Don't know how to show it like you do

Now it's me crying every night

Cause I ain't the man I used to be

I ain't the man I used to be