ROSALINA

I ain't really know how to feel, when I was all alone

Been several months since you called my phone

Had a lot of love for you, but not much of my own

I ain't really know what to do, when you went ghost

Now I hesitate to get close

With anybody ever again, all the doubts setting in

I just wish that we never even spoke

Whoa, where was you at

When I needed you said you'd be there for me

And I believed it too, you made me realize

That I had No need for you or anybody

Else except for me like ooohhhh

Codependency had me in a chokehold

It's more serenity when I'm solo

Lack of self love, surely hindered me

But it will not no more

I'm just a hopeless romantic with no understanding

In this hookup culture, don't know how to manage

But aye yeah

I have no need for panic, cause I love myself

More than I ever had

Done so prior and this bum hoe a liar

Saying she'd always be there

For me if things got out of hand

But I truly understand

No hard feelings though

But don't call me no more

Ma'am

Yeah flawed I was the epitome of it

Aye misery I've grown to love it

I just needed some company

Cause I hated to be alone, stuck with

Myself and my awful thoughts

I'm just a nigga who's lost a lot

And often lodged

Between the hardest rocks and the hardest places

My heart is aching, constant hatred is all I got

So ain't really room for endearment

Self-deprecation, all I'm usually hearing

It's a huge interference

Isolation, yeah, used to just fear it

Aye, feared it more than anything

It was just a extremely strange the monophobia

It was like a monster, slowly cutting my brain

Left me in pain but hey nothing new here

Became reluctant and too weird

Then one day something changed

There lessons in life that some

People learn to late I learned later than that

I had to purge the hate

Learned to replace it since certain bane

Made me anxious

I had to turn the page cause

I was stuck in the same chapter

Lacking self-love was the main factor

Of Most of my issues and after

Some self-realization

I felt real temptation to slowly recognize

Strangely that I

I ain't really know how to feel

Aye, when I was so alone

Been several months since you called my phone

Had a lot of love for you, but not much of my own

I ain't really know what to do

When you went ghost

Now I hesitate to get close

With Anybody ever again

All the doubts setting in

I just wish that we never even spoke

Whoa, where was you at

When I needed you

Said you'd be there for me

And I believed it too

You made me realize

That I had no need for you

Or anybody else

Except for me like

Oohhhhh

Codependency, Had me in a chokehold

There's more serenity when I'm solo

Lack of self-love, surely hindered me

But it will not no more

Aye used to think love was all that a nigga craved

Optimistic rockin' rose tinted shades

First time I had a heartbreak

Got me so morose

I ain't ever been the same since

Yeah all I really got is anxious

Attachments to constantly cope with

As nonstop fear of abandonment rolls in

Being able to manage is all that I'm hoping

Sentimental dreamer thinking love

Would be the only reason

All my problems got fixed

Would have settled with someone

Extremely toxic rather than be alone

Overdosed on idealism and got sick

Woah

I ain't really know how to feel

When I was all alone

Went from friends to lovers

To no dial tone

Recognized I'm better off alone

So please do not call my phone

Aye

I don't need nobody else but myself

To cultivate happiness

Yeah, it took a long time for that fact

To stick slowly recognized

Self-love's the magic trick, yeah

Please love yourself, my nigga slash bitch

Yeah, yeah