half alive

You know I'm not good at talking about this

Makes me sick every time that I think about it

Your hand in someone else's while I'm left alone and helpless

Can you feel the void in my chest where my heart is weak and lifeless?

You're on my mind all the time

You've consumed 'bout all my nights

Lost the fight, won't survive

Now I'm only half alive

You were falling in love while I was falling into pieces

Now I'm scared of love and I'll never know what peace is

I'll never get what I want, but I thought just for once

That I, I could be the one

Got my hopes up so high, the first time in my life

That I felt like I was alive

Put me on life support, I should've known I can't afford

All these feelings that are torture, all the pain I can't get over

You're on my mind all the time

You've consumed 'bout all my nights

Lost the fight, won't survive

Now I'm only half alive

You were falling in love while I was falling into pieces

Now I'm scared of love and I'll never know what peace is

On my mind all the time