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Woah, woah, woah Ay, ay
Just tryna make up for lost time Ay, okay, okay
Woah, been destined for failure ever since I came out the womb
Seldom been told the phrase, I'm so proud of you
Pessimistic, I lay whilst all the doubts consume
Eat me alive turned me to a callous fool
Heartless is what I became
Before I was just so humane, was bumping
Songs About Jane
Track 8 Sunday morning
That song was always on my brain
And every Sunday morning I'd pray to the lord
My life would get better
But more misfortune came
My mental health waned
But I still kept my head held high
Through the pain that I suffered from
Quandaries were so troublesome
Honestly, I'm still stuck in some
That I'll probably never solve
Till it's R.I.P. and I am dead and gone
The dark times made me a monster
They improved my mind, I became stronger
But I felt nauseous whenever I pondered my purpose
In life my potential stayed squandered
Everyday somber, meditate constant
While niggas hate me
Like they getting paid off it
Social media, I don't like to stay on it
Clout chasers, they make me
Sick to my stomach
Felt I kept running
Didn't wanna go and face my problems
Cause if I'm being completely honest
So much toxic air surrounded me
A nigga couldn't even process
Couldn't process a damn thing
It crazy how much I changed
It took forever to escape all the torture
That took place
All this misfortune
Caused me great delay
So why would I stay?
Or give you the time of my day
I got no smile on my face
You see me like I am some kind of disgrace
So much time has gone to waste
While I was just tryna get away
You had me in such a chokehold
You kept me running right in place, okay
Cause before I was just drinking
My half empty chocolate milk
Thinking what if those
Crooked ass unfriendly cops
Had killed my black ass
That one faithful day
Would anyone show up to my funeral
No fucking way
Cause everyone would've been gone
And it would've been all my fault of course
Cynicism woulda killed a nigga faster
Than trying to outrun bullets
With a charley horse
Melancholy solitude
Is where a niggas was falling towards
Aye, reality hit me harder than I hit the ground
Life started to feel different
How the air was no longer toxic
And there was no more
Darkness up in the clouds
It's crazy cause I just
Wanted to throw in the towel
Had so many hours
When a nigga was just in denial
All I did was scowl
And gave you too much control
You begged me not to go
But anyhow
Why would I stay?
Or give you the time of my day
I got no smile on my face
You see me like I am some kind of disgrace
So much time has gone to waste
And I was just trying to get away
You had me in such a chokehold
You kept me running right in place
Okay